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wow [20 Jan 2010|11:46pm]
Wow it has been sooo long since i have acutally updated this thing..
like years LOL

well since i last updated this my dads died my mamaw died and iv been thru 5 cars iv lost 200 pounds moved out graduated went to college... wow LOL yeah been a while


neways i just felt like i needed to write something haha
♥make it last forever

[09 Mar 2006|01:47am]
Hey people!*

Hows it goin? yeah i want u to leave me a comment letting me know how its going!..lol

im like really bored.. im on myspace..lol im ADDICTED~.. 

im listening to music .. oh ya!... thinking bout gettin a band started..lol humm dk thow..

lifes been okay...

jody and i are GREAT~.. 

HUMM my friends are awesome!.. 

i got a new computer cause my old one died..lol.. it like blew up.. it was scurry..

im moving in with my dad.. 

oh ya!..lol

well im outta here.. Leave some comments!... sorry that was boring haha ill put some quotes on here for ya

Quotes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

he said, "i`ll love you till you die"
then he shot the bullet right through
her broken heart.


its the hardest thing in the universe
to listen to the guy you love talking
about the
girl you want to be.


ever get the feeling that the entire world is flying first class & you`re stuck with a folding chair in the baggage department?


expect nothing in life
and you will never be
disappointed


i want to be
everything you need;
every sight you see.
making you go crazy;
slightly your disease.
a love without a cure;
no uncertainties for sure.
the closest thing to alcohol;
that calls you back for more.


if you can keep a secret;;
i`ve got a blanket && a back seat on my mind...


yeah i`m a bitch
but a classy one.
but you, you`re a whore
a fxcking nasty one.


&& she just wants you to know
she loves the way you laugh
&& your stupid smile that has her
falling head over heels.


every life has one true-love snapshot


the bad thing about a girl with
a broken heart is that she starts to
hand out pieces to anyone
who comes around..


the past is annoying.
its in everyones conversations,
in every song that you hear,
its everywhere you go.
but you never want to give it up
because at one point ..
it was exactly where you wanted to be.


so now just sit there
& talk about how you wanted it all


i dont like missing you
but i love having you to miss


So fxck you, and your untouchable face. And fxck you, for existing in the first place. Snd who am I, that I should be dying for your touch? And who am I? I bet you couldn`t even tell me that much.


he was my first real love. the kind that happens only once in your life. the kind that everyone around you wishes they had. the kind that lasts forever.. no matter how things turn out. 


dont judge me based upon how i used to be
i`m no longer that little girl who`d do anything for your smile.


guess i fooled everybody
said i`d love you till the day i died
even if you didnt love me
sorry babe, i guess i lied
you`re gone, and i`m still alive


here`s to the nights that turned into mornings
with the friends that turned into family


not even makeup could make her look beautiful
because real beauty is loving yourself
&& thats something she could never do.


i live in a place where
everyone gets high
the grades get low
& if someone has a secret
EVERYONE knows.


i just cant wait until
the day i hear a happy
love song
on the radio
& i dont wanna smash
the damn thing


&& could you do me a favor?.. stop breathing


if you`re waiting for me to come to you crying
&& telling you how much i still love you ..
then i guess you haven`t realized ;;
but baby, its your turn


his finger traced "i love you" in the palm of my hand & thats the only time my stomach ever hit the floor like that.


ohh heart break;; you know me well...


&& sometimes.. i wish i were blind
bcause then ;;
i would never see those looks you give me
&& all the ones you dont


because the only thing worse
than having your heart broken;;
is breaking your own.

 

--eDIT!

 

if i had to choose a way to die
it`d be with you
in a goosebump infested embrace
with my overanxious hands cupping your face


love is for losers and all boys are clueless.


&& its times like these i wish
i could wake up in the emergency room
&& hear 'i dont think she`s going to make it'


she painted on a smile and learned to pretend


its so simple and complicated
the way you can
crush me


i wish. i want. i`d love.
to be
his life. his love. his baby.


you`re beautiful with the trigger pulled.. <3


&& i think that i`m impressed
with your one-night stands
and your contagious kiss
i`m trying to get this right
yeah, cause i`m ridiculous like that


maybe i should hate you for this, never really did get quite that far


lets start out but starting over.
what did i expect?
you`re no good at lying
&& i`m no good at comebacks.


shove my body against yours and kiss me like you mean it. lets blind ourselves by love and be deaf to those who say its fatal.


kiss me deadly ;;


&& like puddles in the rain.. we wash away.


my mind wanders as i`m trying not to fall in love with you
cause everytime i wake i ponder on my mistakes of
what i said, it is all my esteem that i sure lose
playing those stupid games as i always end chasing you


you`ll be my vacation away from this place


maybe i`m not meant to be over him..
i mean, look at how many times i`ve tried.
maybe its not working for a reason.


its not love that hurts, its the infatuation with what we so blindly and foolishly accept as love that hurts. true love should never hurt.


would you mind if i considered you mine..?


maybe it wasn`t good enough, but i gave you all i could
would he stay up late if you cant sleep?
cause baby i would
and baby
i could

 

&& I'll just bite my lip && pretend I've gotten over you.

Ex boyfriends -
are like an old pair of shoes
you know that you don't need
them anymore, but you don't have
the guts to get rid of them.

so he asked if we could JUST BE FRIENDS.
and all i said was, PSHT, I'D RATHER BE DEAD.


these break up songs make sense
again & i really wish they didn't.. <|3

hate the fact
that you say you
miss me...but you do
nothing about it

GO0DBYE TO THE PAST
it's time for me to move on

and she says she doesnt care anymore
but  the look in  her eyes and  the sound
of  her  voice  tells  a  different  story  <3

--» he doesn`t realize i'm even there, i
don't think he ever knew how much i
truly cared.. i guess the saying is true
hearts are broken -» EVERY DAY

sure i miss your smile but i miss mine too.

it`s weird how you say
that you hate the boy who
broke your heart but when
he runs back to you
you?re arms are wide open

we`re not even a couple, and you
already broke my heart. that says
a lot `'about { * how much * } you
mean to me, & how much i mean
to you, doesn`t it..?

i already knew it
i meant nothing to you
but i didn`t know it
meant this much to me

she painted on a smile && learned
how to PRETEND ----------

go ahead && tell me all your lies
just dont forget to add that you love me

i saw your girlfriend today and thought "yeah shes
pretty" pretty in that caked - on - makeup - kind of way

do you know what it's like,
to be around so many people
&& yet feel so alone?

&& i can't help
but like the ONe person
i'm not supposed to

*don't miss anyone from your *past*
there's always a reason why they
didn't make it to your *FuTuRe*

The best kind of kiss
is the kind when y0u
have t0 st0p cause y0u
can't help but s m i l e .xo

If every word I said could make you laugh, I'd talk forever. <3
 
'Love  is when you miss him even  before
he leaves.. when you could listen to him
talk all night && never get tired of hearin
'his voice ;; when the sound of his name
sends   chills down your spine && you see
his smile the second you  close ur eyes'
 
THE BAD THiNG AB0UT A GiRL WiTH A BR0KEN
HEART iS THAT SHE STARTS T0 HAND 0UT PiECES
T0 ANY0NE WH0 C0MES AR0UND
 
the first time you fall in love - it changes
your life forever' && no matter how hard you
try  ;;  'the  feeling   never  goes  away

the world is gonna throw us a million
reasons why this isn't gonna work
out between us . but i'm armed with
the one reason why it will. i love you

What happens when the [[one guy]]
you know is -» r i g h t f o r y o u'
-» is with the one girl you know «-
is w r o n g _. -» F o r h i m <3 '
 
They can't fall for you if you're not there to catch them
 
i don't know where i  
stand with you && i  
don't know what i mean  
to u.. all i know is --
that everytime i see
you, all i want to do
is  [[ be with you ]]

lets slow dance && be
the couple everyone
wishes they could be
lets look at the stars*
& kiss all night long
lets take it slow then
speed it up lets take
stupid pictures & laugh
till we cant breathe
lets be forever you
      && me

no body is p e r f e c t.
some people are just
PERFECT 4 EACH0THER

                   *ThErE'S jUsT*
               ·.·´¯`·"sOmeThIn"·´¯`·.·
                 ~ aBoUt HiM  tHaT ~
               . . . mAkEs Me SmiLe. . .

tonight, just sitting across from you, saying nothing,
you looking at me & me looking at you. for the first
time in awhile i could tell you knew i was thinking
about you & i knew you didn't mind

and i can't help but wonder --;
did we really ever have something?
or was is just another one of his lies?

the hardest part of a breakup is having to go through your notebooks
&& scratch out his name a hundred times <|3

and she could go on for hours.
just speaking of you. and all of the
wonderful things that you always do

The only fights I want to have with you
are the “I love you more” fights.

I'm mad at myself, not you.
 i'm mad for always being nice
 i'm mad for always apologizing
for things i didn't do. i'm mad for
 getting attatched. i'm mad for depending
on you and wasting my time on you.
 i'm mad for thinking about you and
 changing for you and wishing for you
and most of all not hate you when i should
... but i cant

 it's you. you mean everything to me...
  you are the first thought in my head in the morning
  when i wake up, my last thought before i go to bed,
  you smile at me in my dreams, when you're sad
  i feel sad & when i see you smile i feel incredible
  like there is no other thing around & all i see...
  is you

and she could go on for hours.
just speaking of you. and all of the
wonderful things that you always do

One day you’ll wake up and realize you really do love her..
And she’ll be waking up next to the one who already knew. < 33

your the first guy i've fallen for this fast && this hard.
&& i have to admit, it's scaring me

F00TBALL is just a poor excuse for boys
to touch each other in ...inappropriate places

i wish i could explain what i see in ur eyes &
how the sound of ur voice gives me butterflies'
how the brightness of ur smile makes my heart skip ia beat
and a kiss from ur lips makes my life
 [[ s o  c o m p l e t e ]]

I miss u more
Just hearing ur voice
But thats all we've got
we have no choice
If i could have
Just one dream come true
I'd dream a dream
That I could be with you <3

 It's like half of me wants to be with him
 and the other half wants to get over him.
 I guess I'll always have that something for him.

 && She was never happier,
 laying in his arms,
 her fingers linked with his.

 It's amazing how you can be having the worst day,
 but you talk to him and all of a sudden,
 every one of your problems are gone.

If it's real, if it's true love,
 then it will always be there.
 You can pretend it's gone and even try to move on
...but that love is still there in the depths of your mind.
 Sometimes a single object
 or a song triggers it all
and you're right back where you started
..in the arms of the one you love.

 && All I know is that
 I'll never fall for anyone so hard
..ever again.
 
She is much better of without him.
Her smiles aren't fake now.
 Her heart finally realized what
 her head had been saying all along
.."I deserve better".

0kay, I admit it.
I'm scared.
I'm scared I'm gonna lose you forever.
I fought so long and so hard just to keep you in my life.
And to sit here and realize that you are gone
and I'm in this alone terrifies me.
I'm so scared to do this and I don't think I can do it alone.

I go back and read all of the notes
and hope to God that you remember
what you wrote in them.

She was perfect..
but she always wore long sleeves,
hiding the scars that took her perfection away.

Love is when you go to bed at night thinking of him,
and he's your first thought when dawn breaks.
Love is when you see his flaws,
but you think he is perfect anyway.
Love is when you can't live without him,
but you would die for him any day.

Believe me, you're always gonna have a place in my heart.
Ten years from now I'll look back and say
"yeah, he really was my first love."

I know I shouldn't have answered my phone
..but I've been having a rough time,
and just hearing your voice makes everything go away for that moment.

&& It's nothing more than a smile..but it gets me everytime.

If we were such "good friends",
then why do you nothing to say to me
..but tons to say about me?

You're a jerk, an asshole, and immature.
You don't make sense,
and sometimes I just wanna strangle you.
But on top of that..
I just wanted to let you know that you are my everything
..and that will never change.

Goodbye is the hardest thing to say
because you walk away with only memories
..and memories, well they fade away.

I might not be able to pick you up when you're down
..but I know for sure that I will be able to lay down right next to you.

&& I guess she just got tired of always being second best

I'm scared that I'm going to end up all alone.
I'm scared that I'm always going to be the friend
..the sister..or someone's confident.
Never quite someone's everything.
Mostly I'm scared that I'm never
going to meet another guy that I love as much as I love you.

Sometimes the things you think would never happen, happen just like that.

You thought that I'd be weak without ya, but I'm stronger.

&& If one day I start to matter..let me know.

A part of me died when I let you go.

I know he may not be the cutest guy to you,
but he is to me. And there's just something
about him that makes my heart drop to my feet everytime I see him.

She said "please don't give up on me..
just don't let me push you away, because I've been known to do that."

You should've known by the look in my
eyes there was something missing.
You should've known from the tone in my voice,
but you didn't listen.

It's so easy to say you don't care what people think
about you..but It's so much harder to actually mean it.

Just because you hate someone, doesn't mean they'll go away.
And just because you love someone, doesn't mean they'll stay.

She said "I guess this is when everything changes"
..and he said "What do you mean?" She turned around
and sighed "just look at us.."

Would things have changed if I could have
stayed? Would you have loved me either way?

She's standing in the crowd..joy and
excitement all around her. And she just
 stands there..thinking of all the other places she'd rather be.

When you can't stop smiling after you
talk to him, and you still get butterflies
in your stomach, and that huge smile
comes across your face everytime you see him
..that lets you know he will always mean something to you.

After a while you can believe in almost anything,
so I'm making my self believe in you.
Believe that if this is a mistake,
it's going to be worth it.

 When your thoughts revolve around him,
and he's the one you feel the happiest with
..there's just something about him you
don't see in any other guys..
and when you're not with him,
the only place you want to be is in his arms
..that's when you know it's real.

Let's slow dance and be the couple everyone wishes
they could be. Let's look at the stars and kiss all night.
Let's take it slow, then speed it up.
Let's take stupid pictures and laugh until
we can't breathe. Let's be forever..you and me.

When the snow is coming down, theres
only one place I want to be... in your arms.

so, when the rest of the world turns their
back on him, let him know that your still there
& that you always will be.. & that your love for him
will never change. <3

ever since i met you on a cloudy
monday, i can`t believe how much
i love the rain x3

i had never in my whole life thought that i would
fall in love in 1st grade && be in 8th grade crying over that same little boy with the adorable smile.. <..3

& MAYBE Y0U SH0ULD ST0P AND REALiZE
H0W MUCH Y0U TRULY MEAN T0 ME.

telling a girl 'we can still be
friends' after you break up
is like your dog dying and your
mom telling you you can still keep it.

everyone seems to be finding happiness
( i guess i`m just falling a little behind )

& iF ONE DAY ii START TO
MATTER.. LET ME KNOW.

When you smiled, you had my undivided attention.
When you laughed, you had me laugh with you.
When you cried, you had my urge to hold you.
And when you said you loved me,
you had my heart forever. <3

you think that when i walk down the hall
& you`re there, i don`t see you * but believe me
i couldn`t miss the flips my stomach makes.

She smashed her rearview mirror
because she's not looking back anymore.

and lately she'd say anything to make
him turn his head.. anything to make him
laugh && just s t a r e at her <3


it`s nothing more than a smile,
but it gets me everytime..  =)

i want you to put out your hand
&& grab for mine while all your
friends are watching, && say
"c`mon, let`s make them jealous."

don't fall in love with the boy next door..
trust me -- he'll move.

you're so perfect
it's [ amazing ]
..but, you're hers  <|3

i shouldn`t want you like this ;
yet i do, & i don`t know why.

she gets her hair done with a manicure,
&& she buys out the stores just so for
the  one second he  looks at her, he'll
hopefully remember something beautiful..

all i want is to be able
to look at you & not
feel the pain of the
memories of the times
i knew

and he said "i'll love you forever."
and she smiled and said "just warn me
when forever starts to end." <|3

liViNG liKE liFE'S G0iNG 0UT 0F STYlE !

TiME SQUARE CAN`T SHiNE
AS B R i G H T AS Y0U        .

& when i saw you holding her hand,
i lost my breath, choked on my words &
started to cry `cuz i couldn't understand why you would do
something like that..  <||3

hearts, promises, loyalty are all things
that can be broken, & a friend might break
them, but your best friends will always be
there with tape when you need it x3

A little jealousy in a relationship is healthy.
It's always nice to know that someone's afraid to lose you.

 

1 agree we should ♥make it last forever

[03 Mar 2006|04:59am]
3 agree we should ♥make it last forever

[14 Feb 2006|08:38pm]
okay so i have been grounded for like ever and still am.. so

lifes been great

today was great

i love jody..lol

umm yelp leave some comments
2 agree we should ♥make it last forever

[01 Feb 2006|09:55am]

   

           

    OKAY SO NOT MY BEST BATCH OF ICONS BUT OH WELL HAHA I WAS IN A HURRY TODAY.. WE STARTED ROTATION AND CLASSES ARE ONLY LIKE 30 MINS LONG..BUT I HAVE AN EXTRA CLASS....ick! haha.. neways comment

 

 

Love yall!..lol

 

 

Lianna Skye Loves Jody Bill

♥make it last forever

[31 Jan 2006|10:01am]

  I found this icon and fell in love!..lol

 

 haha this one is cute!...lol

 

 yelp thats so me right now!.. im in love.. with jody! haha woohoo

   

 

 

Okay today i found ALOT of great icons and stuff while i was bored at school.LOL..

But to feel u guys in on some info... Im dating Jody!.. woohoo* LOL.. i had dated him 9 months before.. it was last year.. lol we dated 9 months then i broke up with him cause i was stupid and confused then dated kenny, justin, brett, and they was stupid ass whipes! haha.. well not really but things just didnt work out.. but im glad im back with jody.. he is the sweetest guy ever!.....i love him very much....lol.. yelp just thought u all should know that!...

Well im wanting to go try for my permit this week or maybe next.. i dunno yet.. im totally excited! woohoo haha..

i cant wait to start driving... lol.. im so pumped! lmao..

 

okay ya guys im bored to death please comment!

oh yeah i have a quote site check it out!

www.xanga.com/hawt_quotes_that_rock_ur_sox

2 agree we should ♥make it last forever

[28 Jan 2006|06:12pm]
Twenty-one lessons

1.) Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.
2.) Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.
3.) Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.
4.) When you say, "I love you," mean it.
5.) When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.
6.) Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
7.) Believe in love at first sight.
8.) Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.
9.) Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
10.) In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
11.) Don't judge people by their relatives.
12.) Talk slowly but think quickly.
13.) When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"
14.) Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
15.) Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.
16.) When you lose, don't lose the lesson.
17.) Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.
18.) Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.
19.) When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
20.) Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.
21.) Spend some time alone.
♥make it last forever

[26 Jan 2006|10:38am]
well im sittin here at school bored to death.... my birhtday was the 24th wooho! haha im finally 16... very excited... I GOT A BUG ! YES how great is that.. id rather have something else but i gotta car so im happy!!!!....humm im very bored.......... so yeah im gonna go and u guys need to comment!! haha
1 agree we should ♥make it last forever

[20 Jan 2006|07:08pm]
well no one like ever updates this thing anymore..i wish they would.. its kinda hard to go to everyones myspace all the time.. ah idk myspace just isnt the same as lj i think haha ...anyways im bored to death cant u tell haha im on the lap top cause my computer died a few mins ago haha.. idk why but it did...

so life is boring ..lol

school kicks assage.. im totally glad im back at bl..heck to the yeah!...

i still love the valley peopLE of course..lol

im OVER Brett woohoo go me..

im crushing on someone ..one of my best guy frins haha.. hes awesome i love em to death.. im going to the movies 2morrow with em.. woohoo haha..im so bored

neways i hate this laptop im used to my computer..lol so im outta here..

for u people that still use this thing.. leave me a comment!

loves to yall! hehe haha teehhehhehe..

lianna skye branham...loves...you~ of course..LMAO



















wooooooooooooooo leave some comments~
3 agree we should ♥make it last forever

[05 Jan 2006|08:42pm]

Hey ya guys! shew i know no one updates anymore.... oh well..i like updating this more than i do myspace.lmao..

*life

    well i miss Brett more and more every day.....

i tried the valley thing.. ummm its not for me LOL

going back to bl

ill get to see everyone every day now! omg im so happy..lol

i miss my dad.. he has a tumor spread all the way across his stomach so im just praying for him.. theres nothing they can do about it cause its so big :( .

well heres some quotes

&& I'll just bite my lip && pretend I've gotten over you.

Ex boyfriends -
are like an old pair of shoes
you know that you don't need
them anymore, but you don't have
the guts to get rid of them.

so he asked if we could JUST BE FRIENDS.
and all i said was, PSHT, I'D RATHER BE DEAD.


these break up songs make sense
again & i really wish they didn't.. <|3

hate the fact
that you say you
miss me...but you do
nothing about it

GO0DBYE TO THE PAST
it's time for me to move on

and she says she doesnt care anymore
but  the look in  her eyes and  the sound
of  her  voice  tells  a  different  story  <3

--» he doesn`t realize i'm even there, i
don't think he ever knew how much i
truly cared.. i guess the saying is true
hearts are broken -» EVERY DAY </3

sure i miss your smile but i miss mine too.

it`s weird how you say
that you hate the boy who
broke your heart but when
he runs back to you
you?re arms are wide open

we`re not even a couple, and you
already broke my heart. that says
a lot `'about { * how much * } you
mean to me, & how much i mean
to you, doesn`t it..?

i already knew it
i meant nothing to you
but i didn`t know it
meant this much to me

she painted on a smile && learned
how to PRETEND ---------- </3

go ahead && tell me all your lies
just dont forget to add that you love me

i saw your girlfriend today and thought "yeah shes
pretty" pretty in that caked - on - makeup - kind of way

do you know what it's like,
to be around so many people
&& yet feel so alone?

&& i can't help
but like the ONe person
i'm not supposed to </3

*don't miss anyone from your *past*
there's always a reason why they
didn't make it to your *FuTuRe*

The best kind of kiss
is the kind when y0u
have t0 st0p cause y0u
can't help but s m i l e .xo

If every word I said could make you laugh, I'd talk forever. <3
 
'Love  is when you miss him even  before
he leaves.. when you could listen to him
talk all night && never get tired of hearin
'his voice ;; when the sound of his name
sends   chills down your spine && you see
his smile the second you  close ur eyes'
 
THE BAD THiNG AB0UT A GiRL WiTH A BR0KEN
HEART iS THAT SHE STARTS T0 HAND 0UT PiECES
T0 ANY0NE WH0 C0MES AR0UND
 
the first time you fall in love - it changes
your life forever' && no matter how hard you
try  ;;  'the  feeling   never  goes  away

the world is gonna throw us a million
reasons why this isn't gonna work
out between us . but i'm armed with
the one reason why it will. i love you

What happens when the [[one guy]]
you know is -» r i g h t f o r y o u'
-» is with the one girl you know «-
is w r o n g _. -» F o r h i m <3 '
 
They can't fall for you if you're not there to catch them
 
i don't know where i  
stand with you && i  
don't know what i mean  
to u.. all i know is --
that everytime i see
you, all i want to do
is  [[ be with you ]]

lets slow dance && be
the couple everyone
wishes they could be
lets look at the stars*
& kiss all night long
lets take it slow then
speed it up lets take
stupid pictures & laugh
till we cant breathe
lets be forever you
      && me

no body is p e r f e c t.
some people are just
PERFECT 4 EACH0THER

                   *ThErE'S jUsT*
               ·.·´¯`·"sOmeThIn"·´¯`·.·
                 ~ aBoUt HiM  tHaT ~
               . . . mAkEs Me SmiLe. . .

tonight, just sitting across from you, saying nothing,
you looking at me & me looking at you. for the first
time in awhile i could tell you knew i was thinking
about you & i knew you didn't mind

and i can't help but wonder --;
did we really ever have something?
or was is just another one of his lies?

the hardest part of a breakup is having to go through your notebooks
&& scratch out his name a hundred times <|3

and she could go on for hours.
just speaking of you. and all of the
wonderful things that you always do

The only fights I want to have with you
are the “I love you more” fights.

I'm mad at myself, not you.
 i'm mad for always being nice
 i'm mad for always apologizing
for things i didn't do. i'm mad for
 getting attatched. i'm mad for depending
on you and wasting my time on you.
 i'm mad for thinking about you and
 changing for you and wishing for you
and most of all not hate you when i should
... but i cant

 it's you. you mean everything to me...
  you are the first thought in my head in the morning
  when i wake up, my last thought before i go to bed,
  you smile at me in my dreams, when you're sad
  i feel sad & when i see you smile i feel incredible
  like there is no other thing around & all i see...
  is you

and she could go on for hours.
just speaking of you. and all of the
wonderful things that you always do

One day you’ll wake up and realize you really do love her..
And she’ll be waking up next to the one who already knew. < 33

your the first guy i've fallen for this fast && this hard.
&& i have to admit, it's scaring me

F00TBALL is just a poor excuse for boys
to touch each other in ...inappropriate places

i wish i could explain what i see in ur eyes &
how the sound of ur voice gives me butterflies'
how the brightness of ur smile makes my heart skip ia beat
and a kiss from ur lips makes my life
 [[ s o  c o m p l e t e ]]

I miss u more
Just hearing ur voice
But thats all we've got
we have no choice
If i could have
Just one dream come true
I'd dream a dream
That I could be with you <3

 It's like half of me wants to be with him
 and the other half wants to get over him.
 I guess I'll always have that something for him.

 && She was never happier,
 laying in his arms,
 her fingers linked with his.

 It's amazing how you can be having the worst day,
 but you talk to him and all of a sudden,
 every one of your problems are gone.

If it's real, if it's true love,
 then it will always be there.
 You can pretend it's gone and even try to move on
...but that love is still there in the depths of your mind.
 Sometimes a single object
 or a song triggers it all
and you're right back where you started
..in the arms of the one you love.

 && All I know is that
 I'll never fall for anyone so hard
..ever again.
 
She is much better of without him.
Her smiles aren't fake now.
 Her heart finally realized what
 her head had been saying all along
.."I deserve better".

0kay, I admit it.
I'm scared.
I'm scared I'm gonna lose you forever.
I fought so long and so hard just to keep you in my life.
And to sit here and realize that you are gone
and I'm in this alone terrifies me.
I'm so scared to do this and I don't think I can do it alone.

I go back and read all of the notes
and hope to God that you remember
what you wrote in them.

She was perfect..
but she always wore long sleeves,
hiding the scars that took her perfection away.

Love is when you go to bed at night thinking of him,
and he's your first thought when dawn breaks.
Love is when you see his flaws,
but you think he is perfect anyway.
Love is when you can't live without him,
but you would die for him any day.

Believe me, you're always gonna have a place in my heart.
Ten years from now I'll look back and say
"yeah, he really was my first love."

I know I shouldn't have answered my phone
..but I've been having a rough time,
and just hearing your voice makes everything go away for that moment.

&& It's nothing more than a smile..but it gets me everytime.

If we were such "good friends",
then why do you nothing to say to me
..but tons to say about me?

You're a jerk, an asshole, and immature.
You don't make sense,
and sometimes I just wanna strangle you.
But on top of that..
I just wanted to let you know that you are my everything
..and that will never change.

Goodbye is the hardest thing to say
because you walk away with only memories
..and memories, well they fade away.

I might not be able to pick you up when you're down
..but I know for sure that I will be able to lay down right next to you.

&& I guess she just got tired of always being second best </33.

I'm scared that I'm going to end up all alone.
I'm scared that I'm always going to be the friend
..the sister..or someone's confident.
Never quite someone's everything.
Mostly I'm scared that I'm never
going to meet another guy that I love as much as I love you.

Sometimes the things you think would never happen, happen just like that.

You thought that I'd be weak without ya, but I'm stronger.

&& If one day I start to matter..let me know.

A part of me died when I let you go.

I know he may not be the cutest guy to you,
but he is to me. And there's just something
about him that makes my heart drop to my feet everytime I see him.

She said "please don't give up on me..
just don't let me push you away, because I've been known to do that."

You should've known by the look in my
eyes there was something missing.
You should've known from the tone in my voice,
but you didn't listen.

It's so easy to say you don't care what people think
about you..but It's so much harder to actually mean it.

Just because you hate someone, doesn't mean they'll go away.
And just because you love someone, doesn't mean they'll stay.

She said "I guess this is when everything changes"
..and he said "What do you mean?" She turned around
and sighed "just look at us.."

Would things have changed if I could have
stayed? Would you have loved me either way?

She's standing in the crowd..joy and
excitement all around her. And she just
 stands there..thinking of all the other places she'd rather be.

When you can't stop smiling after you
talk to him, and you still get butterflies
in your stomach, and that huge smile
comes across your face everytime you see him
..that lets you know he will always mean something to you.

After a while you can believe in almost anything,
so I'm making my self believe in you.
Believe that if this is a mistake,
it's going to be worth it.

 When your thoughts revolve around him,
and he's the one you feel the happiest with
..there's just something about him you
don't see in any other guys..
and when you're not with him,
the only place you want to be is in his arms
..that's when you know it's real.

Let's slow dance and be the couple everyone wishes
they could be. Let's look at the stars and kiss all night.
Let's take it slow, then speed it up.
Let's take stupid pictures and laugh until
we can't breathe. Let's be forever..you and me.

When the snow is coming down, theres
only one place I want to be... in your arms.

so, when the rest of the world turns their
back on him, let him know that your still there
& that you always will be.. & that your love for him
will never change. <3

ever since i met you on a cloudy
monday, i can`t believe how much
i love the rain x3

i had never in my whole life thought that i would
fall in love in 1st grade && be in 8th grade crying over that same little boy with the adorable smile.. <\3

& MAYBE Y0U SH0ULD ST0P AND REALiZE
H0W MUCH Y0U TRULY MEAN T0 ME.

telling a girl 'we can still be
friends' after you break up
is like your dog dying and your
mom telling you you can still keep it.

everyone seems to be finding happiness
( i guess i`m just falling a little behind )

& iF ONE DAY ii START TO
MATTER.. LET ME KNOW.

When you smiled, you had my undivided attention.
When you laughed, you had me laugh with you.
When you cried, you had my urge to hold you.
And when you said you loved me,
you had my heart forever. <3

you think that when i walk down the hall
& you`re there, i don`t see you * but believe me
i couldn`t miss the flips my stomach makes.

She smashed her rearview mirror
because she's not looking back anymore.

and lately she'd say anything to make
him turn his head.. anything to make him
laugh && just s t a r e at her <3


it`s nothing more than a smile,
but it gets me everytime..  =)

i want you to put out your hand
&& grab for mine while all your
friends are watching, && say
"c`mon, let`s make them jealous."

don't fall in love with the boy next door..
trust me -- he'll move.

you're so perfect
it's [ amazing ]
..but, you're hers  <|3

i shouldn`t want you like this ;
yet i do, & i don`t know why.

she gets her hair done with a manicure,
&& she buys out the stores just so for
the  one second he  looks at her, he'll
hopefully remember something beautiful..

all i want is to be able
to look at you & not
feel the pain of the
memories of the times
i knew

and he said "i'll love you forever."
and she smiled and said "just warn me
when forever starts to end." <|3

liViNG liKE liFE'S G0iNG 0UT 0F STYlE !

TiME SQUARE CAN`T SHiNE
AS B R i G H T AS Y0U        .

& when i saw you holding her hand,
i lost my breath, choked on my words &
started to cry `cuz i couldn't understand why you would do
something like that..  <||3

hearts, promises, loyalty are all things
that can be broken, & a friend might break
them, but your best friends will always be
there with tape when you need it x3

A little jealousy in a relationship is healthy.
It's always nice to know that someone's afraid to lose you.

 

OKAE; IF YALL HAD TIME TO READ ALL THOSE QUOTES..THEN I KNOW YALL HAVE TIME TO LEAVE A COMMENT..SO GET TO IT! :)  PLEASE AND THANK YOU!!

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[28 Dec 2005|03:15am]
omg

no one updates this thing anymore

why?

well

christmas was awesome

i had a flippin blast

went to a christmas party and had a great time... haha if u wanna know details ask!.lol

oh im talkin to a great guy named Jesse

shewwwwwwwwwwww im bored

christmas list!

*Alot of clothes....
*pink razr phone...*that wont work for some reason and cant get another pink one :'(
*another portable dvd player
*2 digital cameras
*2 new dooney and bourkes
*new computer chair
*bunch or cds
*a few dvd's
*new computer
*the best gift of all I GOT A PINK STEERING WHEEL COVER but they said i couldnt get what went with it until my birthday next month..lol im excited
*lots of makeup
*victoria secret smelly stuff and some makeup from there
ummm shew and a bunch more but thats some of it!.. my hands hurting!

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[20 Dec 2005|01:05am]
Hey guys..im still alive wootwoot!

haha

so

im addicted to myspace leave me some comments

ummmmmmmmm

www.myspace.com/punk_bunny24

thats the link go to it haha

hummm

yeah

im lonely

and need a bf

i miss my bl'ers

like really bad

im out

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[16 Dec 2005|08:40pm]
Dear Mommy & Daddy,
A couple of weeks ago you asked me what you should
get me. I'm sorry I didn't answer right away; i was stumbling
upon this special boys image in my head and i couldn't
help but break down & cry. I know I'll never get him. So, I don't need anything; the one thing i truley wanted, looks like i can't get. Thanks anyway </3 Love always, Your daughter. iF ON CHRiSTMAS MORNiNG ii LOOK UNDER MY TREE && YOUR NOT THERE , THEN i`LL qO BACK TO BED && WAiT TiLL NEXT YEAR , CAUSE YOUR ALL ii WANT FOR CHRiSTMAS Dear Santa, Mommy always told me to write a letter to you, telling you exaclty what I want. You see, now i'm a teenager, & i've changed. I don't want those toys you make with your elves, or a special bike to ride. I want this one special person. It's kind of hard to explain but I need him like you need Mrs. Claus. Just try to make it happen and go get him <3 Love, The Good Girl. take my hand across this slippery ice, i promise, we'll make it & if we don't, we fall together. I'll consider you a grinch if you don't give me what i want this xmas; YOU. QUOTES .-* iCONS PROPS` TO LOVEEE_QUOTES 8:33 AM - 6 eprops - 3 comments - email it Friday, December 09, 2005 iF A HUGE MAN COMES THROUGH YOUR WiNDOW && STUFFSZ YOU iN A BAq DONT STRESS CAUSE` ii TOLD SANTA ii WANTED YOUU FOR CHRiSTMAS I really hope that youre on your way with something special for me in your sleigh. Please make my wish come true. Santa can you hear me? i want my baby I want someone to love me, someone to hold.Maybe baby well be all alone under the mistletoe. !! When the snow is coming down, there's only on e place I want to be. . .' x3 in your arms. . . x3 Santa, can you hear me? I have been so good this year. And all I want is one thing Tell me my love is here, He`s' all I want, just for me Underneath my Christmas tree i'lL be waiting here.. that's my only wish this year *Santa* won't you bring me the one I really [ n Ee d ?] Won't you -pLz- bring my B.a.B.y to me..* [[ fOr cHriiStmaS ii dOn*t waNt giFtz oR wIshEs ]] {{ aLl ii wAnt iiSz yOur hUgSz nd* kiSsEsz }} iiF On ChrIsTmAs mOrniin` ii wAlk dOwn tHe HaLl aNd yOu arEn't tHeRe;* i'll jUst gO baCk to bEd.. nD wAiit 4' next year Cuz Christmas isnt worth it if u are not here !! Last night i made my christmas list and the one thing on top was the only wish i need.. that our love will never stop i wOn't aSk t0o much f0r Christmas I w0n't even ask f0r sn0w im juz g0nna keep on waiitin` underneath the--? xO mistle toe COMMENT!
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[16 Dec 2005|08:46am]
Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

In January I bought porn for djhscheerleader (-10 points). Last Thursday I ate my brussel sprouts (1 points). In February I pulled celticdreamz's hair (-5 points). Last Friday I gave zachwright a kidney (1000 points). In July I gave hollyfleming a wet willie, then I took it back (-5 points).

Overall, I've been nice (981 points). For Christmas I deserve a new bike!

Sincerely,
punk_bunny24

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[15 Dec 2005|05:27pm]

Hey guess what... Im bored to death........

 

If you leave me some comments i will love you forever!..

3 agree we should ♥make it last forever

[12 Dec 2005|07:21pm]


*& so u tell him u just cant take it anymore, uve been hurt to many times. & he looks up at u with his beautiful brown eyes & turns to walk away, heartbroken, never knowing how much he really ment to u, & never knowing the reason u set him free*

I'm scared to fall in love, scared to fall fast, because every time I fall in love... it never seems to last.

I miss you, but I don't
I'm telling you in quote
you need me but you don't
and stop saying you won't
I love you, but don't know why
Please don't make me cry
You had my heart once, broke it twice,
Now all i can do is listen to your advice
That i mean nothing to you at all
So I should probably hang this on my memory wall
And hope that someday you'll see
Everything you ever meant to me...

Girl : How long will you love me?
Boy : How long is the universe?
Girl : Silly, the universe doesn't end.
Boy : Silly, that's how long I'll love you -- forever

 

Dreaming of an escape,
From this tragic fate…
I let you take advantage,
And lost all my courage...
While I know deep inside,
That all the tears I’ve cried,
Were never meant for someone like you,
Someone who wasn’t even true…

Never Make Somebody Your Everything, Cause When They Leave You, You Have Nothing    <--------- so true!!!!!

 

Okay so there was some quotes.. im bored...

*we had a snow day..yay.lol

*going to valley 2morrow yay*

*nervouse*

umm yeah.lol heres a cpl pics

 

 HAHA DONT LAUGH!.. THAT WAS ME BEFORE I LOST SOME WEIGHT.. AND OMG LOOK AT MY HAIR THE PIC MAKES IT LOOK ORANGE lol.. ITS BROWN NOW THOW.LOL haha AND BRETT HES LIKE LOOKIN ALL EVIL OR SOMETHING LOL

 

 HAHAH GANSTA!!!

 

 HAHA I LIKE HIGH. PROMISE IM NOT! LOL

 

IMMA POST SOME LATER OF FRINS AND STUFF!... LEAVE ME SOME COMMENTS!

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[08 Dec 2005|05:14pm]
Update



Okay you guys... im dissapointed i only got 2 comments on my last entry and i asked for prayers... geesh guys ur slackin ..lol.... vikki and janna thanks for ur prayers... They still dont know for sure if that is what is wrong with him... but there testing him every other day i think... shew i hope he ends up okay... but still you guys please pray!!!!!.......

Monday.. big day for me... ill start at valley.. i had to finish exams before i could go.. sorry u guys they just told me monday. but next monday promise to god ill be there..

well i have been really sick lately... which sucks..... but ah well..lol

i miss my dad... yelp alot!

hummm omg its gonna be great gettin to see everyone everyday again.lol but then again its going to be horrible not being able to see everyone everyday LOL.. ya get waht im saying.lol..

Christmas! yay its gettin so close.lol i have already gotten 2 things i wanted.. A pink Razr phone and a new laptop.... now all i want is my dooneys LOL.. im addicted to dooney and bourke... oh yes! lo0l.. humm well neways.. im outties!.. leave some comments!!!!

.*Lianna*.



Shew i just want someone to love me!!!!... is that so damn hard?
4 agree we should ♥make it last forever

[05 Dec 2005|11:52pm]
YOU GUYS PLEASE PRAY FOR MY FRIEND JUSTIN.. THEY THINK HE MIGHT HAVE CANCER ON HIS SPINE! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE OH PLEASE! PRAY FOR HIM.. HE IS ONE OF THE SWEETEST GUYS EVER... HE WAS MY FIRST LOVE.. YOU MIGHT REMEMBER ME TALKIN ABOUT HIM... BUT PLEASE PRAY FOR HIM.....
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QUOTES! [01 Dec 2005|03:13pm]
shew guys! im so nervouse bout starting at valley monday.lol i mean its so much bigger than betsy layne.. im scured to death.lol neways heres some quotes





Suddenly, I feel this way. My mom said I would someday: my tummy aches, my heart beats fast, I wonder how long this feeling will last? It feels like you were sent from the angels above, I guess its that thing called love

You were always there when I needed you, never left my side, always there to lean on, and dry the tears I cried. I could always talk to you, you never seemed to mind, your voice so honest and gentle, your words so honest and kind. I thought I'd never meet someone, as special as you are.

*Hold on to ones who really care, In the end they'll be the only ones there.*

Sometimes when all your dreams may have seen better days...And you don't know how or why, but you've lost your way...Have no fear when your tears are fallin'
I will hear your spirit callin'...And I swear that I'll be there...

~As time goes by,
and my feelings grow stronger,
to be in your arms,
I can't wait any longer.
Look in my eyes and you'll see it's true,
day & night my thoughts are of only you~

Love comes to those who still hope although they've been disappointed, to those who still believe although they've been betrayed, to those who still need to love, although they've been hurt before, and to those who have the courage and faith to build trust again.

By the way I tried to say I'd be there...
-RHCP, "by the way"

In the night, in my dreams, I'm in love with you
Cause you talk to me like lovers do
I feel joy, I feel pain, cause it's still the same
When the night is gone I'll be alone
Another night, another dream, but always you
It's like a vision of love that seems to be true



*.Watching you from a distance,
*.Afraid to get to close..
*.I’m hoping you’ll realize who loves you the most.
*.But unless you open your eyes to the one whose always there,
*.You wont realize that I'm the one who cares.

°ToO MaNy NiGhTs I’vE SaT ArOuNd WaITiNg°
°CrYiN mY EyEz OuT WhILe YoU wErE oUt PlAyIn°

~EvEry TiMe We TaLk U SeEm 2 Be dRoPpIn Me SiGns~
~BuT WhEnEvA ShE CoMeZ ArOuNd U HoLd It aLL iNsIde~

diAmOnDz laSt FoReVeR
FrIeNdZ UsUaLLy Do tOo
bUt evErThInG iS DiFfErEnT
NoW ThAt I DoNt HaVe YoU

There are things in the world that are just meant to be ..That’s why he’s finally here loving me..

-aLL ThEsE TeArS-
-All Of uR LiES-
-aLL ThEsE yEaRs-
-nOw We’Re SaYinG GoOdByE-

uR EyEz So SeXy..ThE DeEpEsT BlUe
ThEy GoT Me FaLLiN aLL OvEr YoU
aNd WheN U RaIsE Ur ShIrt N LeT uR 6 PaCk OuT
I wAnNa ShOw U WuT iM aLL aBoUt..

*tImES ArE ChAnGiN*
*NoThIn SeEmZ rEaL*
*PeOpLe ReMaIn As ShAdOws*
*tHeY NeVeR KnOw ThE DeAl*

SoMeTimEs ppL r aFrAiD tO bEcoMe a CoUpLe wITh sOmEoNe
BeCauSe tHey’Re afRaId oF LosIng wHat tHey aLrEaDy hAvE wIth ThEm..
BuT liFe iS abOuT rIskS, aNd iT rEqUiReS yOu tO jUmP.
Don’T bE sOmEonE wHo lOOkS bAcK aNd wOnDeRs
WhAt tHeY cOUld oR wOuLd HaVe hAd...
NoTHinG wAiTs fOrEvEr...

I dream of being * tHe bEsT *
You dream of being * beTtEr* than me..
I say..* dReAm oN! *

One day my dream came true..
I saw the one I truly loved,
and that one was you...

*.At 1sT i cRiEd bEcAusE i DiDn’T hAvE yOu.*
*.BuT wHy aM i sTiLL cRyInG nOw tHaT i dO?.*

-I sEe-
-I LiKe-
-I wAnT-
-I gEt-

..ThEre’S loTsA fISh iN tHe seA..
..bUt yoU’Re tHe onLy oNe fOr Me..

*Sometimes I wonder. I wonder that perhaps we really weren't meant to be. Perhaps you were here to teach me a lesson. Even though my heart says it loves you more than anything in all eternity, something tells me that all this pain, all these fears, and all the emotions you ever caused... it's here to teach me a valuable lesson. So when I really do meet the person I love in all eternity, I won't make the same mistake I did with you..*

aLL u HoEs wHo tHiNk Ur FiNe
-HaHa PLeAsE-_
iLL sTeaL yA mAn n StiLL KeEp MiNe

. sOme PrEpZ r sweet .
. sOme JoCkZ r hOt .
. bUt tHeY aInT nO GuY .
. LiKe tHa 0nE i gOt .

If you play me,
I'll play you
Don't take it to the heart,
That’s jus how the game starts

ALwAys StAyiN .
LaDy LiKe .
BuT sTiLL AcTiN
*cRaZy LiKe*

* I think I've finally come to the point in my life where I am happy with myself and know that I don't have to change or be a certain way for people to like me any more. I am just fine, and if some 1 doesn't think I am, screw them *

WhEn Me AnD mY gUrLz WaLk DoWn ThE hAlLz
All ThE gUyZ tRy NoT tO faLL
bUt ThEY cAnT rEsIsT tHeY cAnT eVen TrY
cUz Me AnD Ma GuRlZ aRe JuSt To DaMn FlY

:*: if it*s time u want 2 consume :*:
- I don*t thynk u should be w/ me -
cuz in my heart -n- mind
* 2 G e T h E r . . . F o R e V e R *
is how it should be

I despize fakes
but every1 liez
It*s hard 2 be real
but at least I try

I realize im at one of those stages Where im mad @ the world,
And im daring it to push me off a cliff..
-Just to see if I can fly...-

I'm so glad I found you, I'm not gonna lose you.
whatever it takes, I will stay here with you.
take you to the good times, see it through thebad times,
whatever it takes is what I'm gonna do.
let 'em say we're crazy, what do they know?
Put your arms arms around baby, don't ever let go.
let the world around us just fall apart.
Baby, we can make it
if we're heart to heart.

* gOt tHaT aZz nO gUy cAn pAss Up *
* nOt EvEn JuVenIlE cAn bAcK tHiz aZz uP *
* mAkIn MaStEr P wAnNna gO oOoOWeEeE *
* NoT eVeN nEllY cAn rIdE wItH mE *
* dOn'T bE sTrEssIn iF yOu cAn'T gEt wHaT yOu sEe*
* NoT eVeN LuDaCrIs kNowS mY fAnTaSy *
* DoN'T foRgEt i GoT eVerYtHiNg yOu lAcK *
* EvEn FaBoLoUs tOlD me To HoLLa BaCk *

I JuS wAnT u HeRe tOnItE
HoLdInG oNtO mE sO tIgHt

ºx|xº TiMe WhEn I WuZ DoWn N OuT ºx|xº
ºx|xº No LuViN iN My LiFe ºx|xº
ºx|xº ThiS AnGeL CaMe AnD BrOuGhT AbOuT ºx|xº
ºx|xº A MeAniNg oF SoOo RiGhT ºx|xº


Don't call me, don't write, and don't show up late at night. You know we needed some time and space. So now I say the things I want to say, sometimes its better letting go this way. I'll always know deep in my soul that we really had so far to go. I've given all I've had to give and now its time for me to live. And I won't look back and I won't regret, although it hurts like hell. Someday I will forget you...

.:* Baby you're all that I want *:.
.:* When you're lyin' here in my arms *:.
.:* I'm findin' it hard to believe *:.
.:* We're in heaven *:.
.:* And love is all that I need *:.
.:* And I found it there in your heart *:.
.:* It isn't too hard to see *:.
.:* We're in heaven -¹4³- *:.

if it didnt really matter u wouldnt be spendin so much time thinkin about it.

we may fight, and we may cry, but our friendship will never die, I'll care for u until the end, b cuz u r my best friend.

The Greatest Thing You'll Ever Learn Is Just To Love And Be Loved In Return...

:*:No one's gonna wanna buy the whole ice cream truck if ur handin' out the frickin' popsicles for free!:*:-Never Been Kissed

When your eX gets over you in the blink of an eye, you know it was right to say goodbye...

I'm so curious about our love...I don't understand why you don't take my hand And tell me you care...I see all the signs, but if you wanna be mine Don't leave me up in the air...You better let your love show, It's what I'm telling you...Let me know, or let me go...I'm so curious...Do you love me? Do you wonder the way that i do? I'm so curious, What do you think of me? Boy am I just a game or do you feel the same as I do?

Don’t hate me because I’m beautiful...Hate me because your boyfriend thinks I am!

Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so r u but the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowls empty and so is your head !

Crying over someone doesn't bring them back; staying up late at night wishing on stars doesn't make things as they were. Telling them how much you love them doesn't either. The only thing that can is to let their heart come back to you.

Love is like Tug-of-War, One jerk after another.

Never kiss by the garden gate: love is blind, but the neighbors ain't.

I've got a thing for u ,
I kno u don't belive it's tru,
U've gotta grl, ur alright,
But don't u kno i'm thinking of u 2 nite,
So now my heart, is 1 b r o k e n heart,
Its b r o k e n into pieces n torn apart...

*I don't wanna hear that I'm too young, To know it's love that makes me feel this way...'Cause I don't have to feel the heat of the sun, To know it shines on me every day...*

.:¤I think of all the time that I wasted, Think of all the times that I took you back, Ain't no way I'll be lonely...I don't wanna let you back in; Let's just face it, Better off alone and I won't turn back, You thought that I would be lonely...I don't wanna let you back in¤:.

He’s my wonderful...Everything a girl could want to love, And all I need...Yes he’s my wonderful, He must have been sent from up above just for me...

I betcha she don’t love you like I do...And I betcha she’s not givin’ you all that you need...If you don’t remember let me remind you...No one in the world will ever love you better than I do!

Baby you thought you could play me,
Thought that you would make a little move and fake me,
Baby I don't need be Just another quick notch on your belt,
Not me, I'll never be a prize on your shelf,
A real player, you'll never be,
You need to run your game on someone else instead of me,
Look at you now, poor baby,
You're so through,
So tell me how it feels,
Now that someone is playing YOU!!!

~Will your arms still hold me & your eyes console me? Baby please don't turn your back, & just pretend that your heart still needs me, & your soul completes me...Can we find a way to fall in love again?~

:: When someone is born, someone dies,
Some one laughs, someone cries,
If you love someone let them know,
'cause if they leave tomorrow they will never know ::

Letting go isn't giving up, it's accepting that some things aren't meant to be.





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BIG NEWS! [30 Nov 2005|07:15am]
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[29 Nov 2005|10:10am]

          

    

    

 

 

Honestly, I'm crazy about him. But that doesn't make me stupid. I've been hurt enough times to learn my lesson. It's not like he's the only guy who looks at me. And why would I waste my time on someone who doesn't appreciate me, when you and I both know I could do so much better? He knows where to find me if he wants, but my world's not going to stop and wait for him. And if he does come back, who's to say that I'll even be here when he does? i love that right there! ♥

I watched you walk away from me last night. You said that in a way you kind of wished I would have went after you. I didn't, I couldn't. I didn't want it to seem like I was begging you to stay with me. God knows I love you more than anything in this world, but I won't beg you to stay. If you want to leave, then it's your choice, I'm not stopping you. All the other times you went to walk away, I stopped you and we worked things out, but time after time, we've ended up in the same place. Maybe, this time if I don't go after you, you'll come back to me and things will be fine. But if not, then maybe it's my mistake. But then again, is it really a mistake? Aren't I the one finally saving us from all the pain? Even though I didn't go after you, doesn't mean that I don't want you to stay. It just means, that I'm not begging you anymore. If you stay it's going to be because you want to, not because I begged you too. And if you don't want to, then I guess, that's fine too. Like I said, I'm not going to beg you. I've hurt my pride too much already for that. I know you're going to leave, but before you go, just know that I wouldn't trade what we had for the world, and even if I find somebody new, I'll forever go on loving you

 

I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiled even when her heart was breaking. The one who would make you laugh and brighten your day, even if she couldn't brighten her own.
-- Anonymous

All I'm saying is, I want to look back and say that I did the best I could while I was stuck in this place. Had as much fun as I could while I was stuck in this place and played as hard as I could while I was stuck in this place.

When you're sixteen, passions run high. A simple misunderstanding becomes life or death. You live moment to moment. And sometimes when you're sixteen the only way to get your love back is to take it.

Love has no age limit. Its not like alcohol or something. You dont have to be 21 to love...I mean...when I was 3, I loved my teddy bear. The only difference now is my teddy bear is about 6'3 with black hair and hazel eyes. He can walk, talk and this teddy bear loves me back.

And it's like our friends all knew, they knew that within a matter of time we would be back in each other's arms, they chose to sit back and watch us, knowing that every little minute were making our way into each others hearts once again.

You're so afraid to continue what we have, you know something's there, you feel just as much as I do when you touch me, you like it just as much as I do when you kiss me, it's just your pulling away now because you know that if you don't pull away soon you might find yourself falling in love and I don't think you're prepared for that.

I have a favor to ask, I'm hoping it's not too much. After all, you said you'd always be there for me, so, here it goes: Don't like her. Don't pick her. Don't be with her. Anyone but HER. It hurts me too much.

His fingers touched her trembling shoulder as he slowly kissed her forehead goodbye. She clenched her teeth together to fight the tears but as she turned away they came pouring out. He walked away never turning back for fear of what he might see, and for what he knew he would miss so much. She looked over her shoulder as he became a blur through the tears. And from then on there was always an unspoken connection.

I don't get how you can just walk away from this. We've worked so hard to be together, we've broken every rule they could have given us, and now you're just leaving... I thought I meant more to you than that.

As we grow up we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down probably will. You'll have your heart broken and break others hearts. You'll blame a new love for things an old love did. You'll fight with your best friend, you'll cry because time is flying by, and you'll eventually lose somebody you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely and love like you've never been hurt. Every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can't get back.
---Wonder Years, Last Episode

Someday we'll know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you
I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
I watched the stars crash in the sea
If I could ask God just one question
Why aren't you here with me?
--Someday We'll Know, Mandy Moore & Jon Foreman

"I look at you and see my best friend. Your energy and passion inspire me in ways I never thought possible. Your inner beauty is so strong that I no longer fear being myself. I no longer fear at all. I never thought I'd find someone to love that would love me back unconditionally. And I realize that although we're often apart, you were always with me and you were always my soul mate. You give me purpose when I feel I have none. Without you, my soul would be empty, my heart would be broken, my being incomplete. I thank God everyday you were brought into my life, and I thank you for loving me" -- Beverly Hills, 90210

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
~Seether & Amy Lee "Broken"

Maybe he'll notice her now, Maybe he'll open his eyes. Sometimes it takes somebody leaving for a man to realize. Maybe he'll tell her she's the only thing that he can't live without. Now that she's gone, maybe he'll notice her now.

...And I don't understand by the way you look at me why we can't be together.

And I say baby, yes I feel stupid to call you, but I'm lonely.
And I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me.
And I thought maybe if I kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too..
-Maria Mena

The romantics would call this a love story, the cynics would call it a tragedy. In my mind it's a little bit of both, and no matter how you choose to view it in the end, it does not change the fact that it involves a great deal of my life and the path I've chosen to follow.
-Nicholas Sparks, 'The Notebook'

If we never met again in our lives, I should feel that somehow the whole adventure of existence was justified by my having met you. - Lewis Mumford

If your head tells you one thing and your heart tells you another, before you do anything, you should first decide whether you have a better head or a better heart. -Marilyn Vos Savant

They say the ones you love, you'd die for. But I say- the ones I love, I live my life for.

~*~ThE rUlEz Of KiSsInG~*~
1) When kissing, make sure your eyes are closed (you can peek a little, but nothing more!).
2) When you are kissing someone, make sure it is not someone else's b/f or g/f!
3) You may NOT eat pizza anytime before you make out.
4) If a person is a bad kisser, you may NOT stop and leave at anytime-it's rude.
5) A person with braces may not kiss another person who has them.
6) When kissing, make sure your hands are where they're allowed (they can wander sometimes, and some people don't like that).
7) NEVER ask someone if they're a good kisser-you will either get a wrong answer, or the truth will hurt you.
8) If you were expecting more than kissing, don't complain-you will get less the next time.
9) Kissing more than one 1 person in a day can result in you not being allowed to kiss one of those people anymore.
10) Don't kiss someone for the first time while you are laying in their bed.
11) Never make-out on a bed, it leads to other things.
12) Never make-out on a snowmobile... it leads to other things.
13) Never kiss a boyfriend that ur friend has dated and still has feelings for... and u know she does.
14) Never kiss on the first date
15) Always know who u r kissing


*:•.h0w t0 get t0 a girls heart.•:*
1. Hug her fr0m behind
2. Grab her hand when y0u walk next t0 each 0ther.
3. When y0u’re just standing ar0und, wrap y0ur arms ar0und her.
4. Cuddle with her.
5. Don’t f0rce her t0 d0 anything she w0uldn’t wanna d0.
6. Write her cute little n0tes.
7. When y0u hug her, h0ld her in y0ur arms as l0ng as p0ssible.
8. Say I l0ve y0u and mean it.
9. Kiss her every chance u get.
10. Let her where ur jacket when shes c0ld

Somewhere there is someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worth while, so when you are lonely remeber this: Somebody somewhere is thinking of you.



It takes a mintue to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.




He handed her 12 roses, 11 real and 1 fake, and said "I'll love u till the last one dies.


To the world, you may be one person; but to one person, you may be the world!



You know your in love when the hardest thing to do is say goodbye

If you love someone tell them, beacause hearts are often broken bywords left unspoken

If I could hold a star for everytime he made me smile, I would have the whole sky
in the palm of my hands

Shoot for the moon, even if you miss you'll be among the stars

Who in the world do you run to when the only person in the world who can stop your tears,
is the one who made you cry




You know it's Love when u can't fall asleep... cause reality is better then your dreams

If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldnt jump off with them, I'd be at the bottome waiting to catch them


Yesterday was the past, tomorrow is the future, and today is a gift. Thats why we call it the present.

I'd rather be hated for who I am, then be loved for something Im not.

Whats better? A lie that draws as mile or the truth that draws a tear?

Dream what you want to dream. go where you want to go, do what you want to do, cause theres only one life to do all the things you want to do.

Guys are like stars. There are millions of them, but only one can make your dreams come true.

Last night I looked up at the stars and matched each one with a reason why I love you. I was doing great until I ran out of stars.

You'll never forget those who touched your heart, but you'll always remember those who broke it.








A million words couldn't bring you back I know because I've tried, Neither could a million
tears I know because I've cried.

 

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♥make it last forever

[27 Nov 2005|06:37pm]
Okay ya guys!

Thursday-well woke up... went to my aunts on mudcreek.. omg at everything in the world.lol stayed there for a while,,, went to my dads side of the family at susans house.. there wasnt that many people there well thre was alot but not as much as usual... but it was fun... then that night i went to jessies... we stayed up all night talkin bout brett and ben.LOL.. and watchin movies.lol it was greathaha

Friday-jessie and i woke up about 9 went to bed about 6 and woke up and 9.lol and went to ambers house.. well we just goofed off all day and stuff...lol nuttin much

Saturday- Woke up from ambers once again really early and once again didnt go to bed til bout 6 went to my house.. got ready.. went to get my hair done.. then went to the movies..lol seen some people i didnt even recognize from valley i was like wow they have changed..lol i seen manda but she didnt see me..hummmm then we went to pizza hut and then to norton.. wwe didnt get home til bout 4 am.lol it was fun.. then came home goofed off and went to bed.lol

sunday today- we slept in late! yay!.. could have slept later but ambers litle sister called and let the phone ring 104830948 times.. i almost cussed her out but then realized it was her haha.. but we woke up and made our shirts!lol they arent done yet we are going to finsih them 2mororw at jessies after schoo.l.lol so far there real pretty.lol but im bored and wainton for someone to get online! so peace out!

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[26 Nov 2005|12:45am]
HAS BEEN OKAY I GUESS HEHE... I LIKE SOMEONE :) YAY FOR ME.. WELL TURKEY DAY WAS GREAT!... I WENT TO JESSIES THAT NIGHT AND WE HAD A BALL HAHA IT WAS AWESOME AND NOW IM AT AMBERS.. HAVING FUIN HAHA 2MORROW WE ARE ALL GOING TO MY HOUSE AND GOING OUT AND STUFF A BUNCH OF US IS GOING TO THE MOVIES WOOT WOOT! LOL SHALL BE FUN I THINK... HEHE WELL I GUESS IMMA GO AND WATCH STEWIE! LOL I LOVE FAMILY GUY IM ADDICTED! ITS GREAT!.LOL



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AND IF ANYONE HAS DEPRESSING LOVE QUOTES PLEASE POST THEM IM SO SAD BUT YET HAPPY BUT SAD! HAHAHA...



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[23 Nov 2005|06:48am]
Hey ya guys!

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okay so i want some comments!.lol


*Im not feeling so down about brett anymore :)

*im crushing someone

*yeah i know fast but ah

*i get to see my dad 2morrow

*right now i cant sleep
i like these star thingys people read my entries when i do it this way hahahaha

*if anyone has any good depressing love quotes like manda has been posting please post em

*im addicted to myspace if u have it please leave me a comment on here and let me know ur name so i can add u haha

*i miss my cuzins garrett newsome and wyatt branham havent seen em in forever..i get to see ashley thursday i hope.lol

*i sound totally dorky postin that i miss my family

*oh well


I WISH A HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO EVERYONE!!!!!!!!

PLEASSE COMMENT ME!

I LOVE YEW KIDS!.LOL
3 agree we should ♥make it last forever

[22 Nov 2005|03:15pm]
I saw you like a mirror, and I understood you. But maybe too much. And we would cry to each other because we both knew that along with change came heartache. But somehow you ended up not needing me like you used to, and I guess the past just wasn’t good enough to compete with your future and I still remember how you used to say I feel too much.




I miss you and i can't deny it, all this time i keep trying to hide it. it's sad when i hear our song on the radio, and my heart starts beating faster and the tears start to flow. but i don't want to cry anymore, i wish i could just close this door. but maybe in time my wounds will heal, maybe a hug would rap it and just one kiss as a seal. if i had just one more day with you, i'd give the all the stars in the sky along with the moon. i'd show you the love i've always felt, i'd show you how your touch can make me melt. i'd make you smile and never frown, i'd never let you and your heart down. cause baby thinking of you just makes me smile, for you i would walk a thousand miles. i never knew love could hurt so bad, when i didn't realize all that i had. now it's all gone and i don't know what to do, i'm left with rain clouds and a sky full of blue. love help me heal my broken heart, let wings fly my soul to a place where love is truly smart. and i won't cry over sorrows of my past, time will just go on and i'll find a love to last.

i saw you again today, and there was so much that i wanted to say. you with your charming looks and smile, makes me want to hold you forever and curl up in your style. i never meant to let you go, and for you all my feelings i wanted to show. but i must let these thoughts stay to myself, put it in a package and place it on the shelf. i was the one who so called let you go, so i guess i can't be the one to let you know. that i am the one who wants to love you for all time, forever and always till the sun don't shine.


it still hurts. . . . i can't make the pain go away. . . . but it's all over now. . . i can't go back. . . i can't make it the way it was before. . . no matter how hard i want it to. it's always gonna be there in my mind. . . but now i've gotta be strong and make things right. i'm gonna make it right. . . .not soon, not later . . . . .now. . . . it's gonna be ok from now on. . . i'm gonna be ok. . . . i hope. . . .

sadness lingers in the depths of my soul, there's so much emotion i have no control. i can't get out and i can't escape, if only i could rewind the tape. just to get you back into my arms, and feel you around me & not any harm. i still love you with a thousand hearts full, i'm still so in love with you. . . . . . .

the song i'll always remember you by. . . . . angel of mine. . . . if only you could remember why. . . . . . the sun would shine once again. . . . why did i do what i did. . . . i still love you. . . i'm never gonna stop

I guess to some extent, you get used to being alone. You get used to not expecting phone calls and having nothing to do at night. You don’t expect to turn around to open arms any longer. The small sounds of him have been replaced by silence. Your thoughts echo through your head, with no one to share them with. All in all, being alone isn’t terrible, it just hurts like hell.

If only I could hear your voice one more time, guiding me through, my shining light. Maybe that would stop my tears. Maybe if I could just see your face, my heart would stop it’s grieving. Maybe if I could just let you know I love you, one more time that would keep my mind at ease. Maybe if I had told you one more time how much you mean to me, how much I look up to you, how cared I am going to be without you. You would have.

Down a dark and twisted path I lay, waiting to be free from the memories that haunt me and the voices that won’t let me go, and the face that can’t escape my mind. Never again will I be the same, why does everything have to change?

Looking down, my eyes darted away. I was so afraid you’d see the tears forming. I was so afraid you’d cry too. I was so scared. And I knew you were scared too. But there is no reason to be scared. All my life, you have been the strong one, and all my life, I have looked up to you. And now, you are looking to me for strength, and it’s not the job I asked for, but I don’t think you did either. I will try and hold my head up high, because
now, people are looking to me for strength. And now, most importantly you are looking to me for strength. And I will not let my biggest fan down.

You’ve changed so much. I guess that’s what happens. I wish you knew how much you’ve changed me. I wonder if I’ve changed you. If your life is different because of me. Because mine’s different.

I went to him, this guy that’s supposed to be my friend, the one person who understands everything I feel and everything I’ve been through because he was there with me. I went to him today for help, and he wasn’t there. I lost my best friend.

I’ve played all these games once before, I was called names and shown the door. I’m tired of it all, watching everything I love break at the end of its fall. You think I’ll stick around, you think I won’t leave you? You’re wrong.

I’ll smile, hiding my tears. I’ll laugh, hiding all my fears. But most of all, I’ll hide my feelings for you, because I know you won’t see it through.

I won’t wait forever, not for any guy. I won’t wait forever, and you’re the reason why.

I chose to be with you. If the choice were mine to take, but you can make decisions too, and you’ve decided you wanted this heart to break.


Too many stars in the sky. Too many tears that have cried. Too many boys out of the blue, but they’re nothing compared to you.

Take a bow, hear the applause, my heart is broken, and you are its cause. You played your game, you won. Congratulations, hope you had fun.

I’m here all by myself, remembering that you once said that you would always be there.

You didn’t intentionally break my heart. You even said you were sorry, but I cried anyway. I know the truth that you’re too scared to admit…you’re with her, but when you look at me, you can’t remember her name.

After awhile you learn the difference between holding hands and falling in love. That kisses don’t always mean something, promises can be broken as quickly as they were made, and sometimes goodbyes really are forever.



I remember when u told me i was the only reason u live!..well u broke my heart and sent me on my way.. so why are u still here?
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